Doctor God treats those with no insurance

Good Morning Love,


Why is it that we only call out to God when we are in critical condition? We call out to him when we are in the intensive care unit, when surgery need to be done. It's funny though because up until the point of being rushed to the hospital on a stretcher bed we never truly called on him.

Sin is a silent killer to our bodies, minds, and spirits. Sin will lead us to the intensive care unit every single time. Every one in this world has been diagnosed with sin. There is only one specialist to treat this deadly disease. There is only one that can perform open heart surgery in just a matter of minutes. You do not need a HMO, a PPO, Cigna, Aetna, Blue Cross-Blue Shield, or even Medicaid.  He operates on those in and out of network and the deductible has already been paid for you in advance.  When Jesus Christ hung on the cross, your deductible was paid.  By the Blood of Jesus Christ, you can now see the only Doctor who is truly able to SAVE your life.

I have seen the specialist more than once.  There was a point of my life where I was rushed in and out of the emergency room so much, I thought the Specialist would refuse me. I often had the same symptoms and was treated for the same disease over and over again.  Dr. God would get me feeling back to normal, even better than normal, and in just a few weeks I would find myself being admitted back into the emergency room.  The same disease; the same sin, causing me into situations that led to the intensive care unit.  The doctor never did judge me but each time, I felt so embarrassed. I remember one day after messing up again, I couldn't call 911. I was so broken. I was so beat down. My heart was tore up from hurt, pain, and depression. The red and white blood cells wrestled within my body for my life. My body so weak from all the alcohol, the weed, the pills, the black and milds, the unhealthy sex, and other toxins. I was a slave to sin and my master was calling me home.  No matter how many times I tried to escape, my master's grip always brought me back to his courts.

Roms. 6:19 NLT- Because of the weakness of your human nature, I am using the illustration of slavery to help you understand all this. Previously, you let yourselves be slaves to impurity and lawlessness, which led ever deeper into sin.

As I laid, helpless drowning in my own blood thinking my life was over...the Doctor came to me. He picked me up. I was so embarrassed. I smelled so bad. My breath reeked of vomit. My hair was disgusting and dirty. My breast was exposed because of the cut low shirt I had on. I'm sure my private area was also visible due to the little mini I thought was cute enough to wear. My face was swollen from crying. My heart was broken. My body was scarred and bruised from life. My mind was tattooed with, "YOU WILL NEVER MAKE IT. YOU WILL NEVER ESCAPE FROM ME." It was easier for me to just blackout rather than focus on what I had made of my life.

Roms. 6:20-21 NLT When you were slaves to sin, you were free from the obligation to do right. 21 And what was the result? You are now ashamed of the things you used to do, things that end in eternal doom.

That was the longest time that I have ever spent in the intensive care unit. The Healer, restored all of my organs. He sewed up my heart.Cleansed and removed all the toxins and wastes from my body. He removed the devil's tattoos that became permanent ink on my brain of never amounting to anything.  God prescribed a medication that I am still currently on; His Word. I will forever be an outpatient.  He wants to keep an eye on me. In his thoughtfulness, because he understands that when you have been a slave you sometimes go back to doing those things that you were once slaved to, he has assigned to me, my very own home health aid; The Holy Spirit. When it was time for me to be released, I found this little note on my bed...

Roms.6:22-23 NLT- But now you are free from the power of sin and have become slaves of God. Now you do those things that lead to holiness and result in eternal life. 23 For the wages of sin is death, but the free gift of God is eternal life through Christ Jesus our Lord.

Jesus Christ purchased my freedom with his blood. When I was dying from my own stupidity, Jesus Christ wagered with God (Luke 22:42) to take on my low down dirty conditions, my foolishness, my lies, all of my scandals, so that I may be given a new shot at this thing called Life. Someone who I did not even know, did this for me.  

Gal. 5:1-For freedom Christ has set us free; stand firm therefore, and do not submit again to a yoke of slavery.

Roms. 6:15-16 NLT-Well then, since God’s grace has set us free from the law, does that mean we can go on sinning? Of course not! 16 Don’t you realize that you become the slave of whatever you choose to obey? You can be a slave to sin, which leads to death, or you can choose to obey God, which leads to righteous living.

God saved my life. I now work with him in the intensive care unit. Though he doesn't need my help, he likes having me close and I love being by his side. Throughout my years of working with him, I've seen so many horrible conditions; rapes, stabbings, incurable sickness, open wounds, miscarriages, etc. but I've also seen and witnessed that God's power is in the Blood! There was never a time that he could not handle a situation. He always left the same note on their bed, the one he once left me.

Enjoy your day,
Baya...that Godly Diva

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